What is love? You have to show someone your care and concern? Or even just have a special feeling for them? I do not know anymore…
This poly life for me is quite fun, although most of the time I have to sleep after 2am but is OK de. Anyway, in poly there is one girl (I meet her in the freshman ori in CADC club) I like. She is different from other and she is very opening minded. She told me she has been hurt by guy either by cheated by feeling or been molested. After hearing this I feel that I wanted to help her and protect her. After a few time chatting with her, I found out that she is a bit different from other. At first we do can chat along well until mine and her lecturer start spamming work. We do not have much time to chat with each other and now we are a bit cold.
But, when I now try to chat with her, I can feel that she find me annoying as her reply is this kind of short.
Example:
Me: hey how is your school? ,
She: okok
Me: whoa you watch speed racer le ah
She: ya
Me: how is it?
She: nice.

=. = tat it… no more chat with her for that day.
Ahh….. I though as long I can make her smile, she will have feeling toward me... but I was so wrong. T_T hard to grab a girl heart.